before you interact i’m a straight-forward dude, i might come off as rude or mean off first impression but i will always have respect and be honest, i also use profanity/slurs (i can reclaim) often; im not a huge conversational person, i prefer to speak to people im closer/comfortable with so dont take it to heart, it does not mean i don’t like talking to you. im quite apologetic at times and overthink often and may need reassurance at times, if it overwhelms you please tell me so that i can chill out.
don’t interact if you don’t have common sense or decency, i get irritated easily so i don’t entertain the bullshit. acknowledge basic criteria around me, racist, homophobic, right-wing, anti-semitic, zionist, dark-ship, gore/true crime obsessed/community.
i don’t like horror (psychology horror i’m cool with), deep oceans, spiders, most bugs, tight spaces, etc

- due to mental health issues i face, i may become dry or get upset easily, most of the time i will disappear or become distant to have some space before i act irrational.

♫ main artists Kendrick Lamar, Kanye West (Old), Tyler, The Creator, Brent Faiyaz / Sonder, Erykah Badu, Daniel Caesar, Frank Ocean, Thundercat, Odd Future, The Internet, Marvin Gaye, Clairo, Jeff Buckley, The Sundays, The Smiths, Jhene Aiko, Blood Orange, Steve Lacy, Chet Baker, JID, Earl Sweatshirt, MAVI, Mac Miller, Panchiko, Eyedress, etc.

♫ metal/post-hardcore/etc Nirvana, Korn, Metallica, Pantera, Slipknot, Alice In Chains, YouInSeries, Paramore, Candlemass, Death, Type O Negative, Metallica, Radiohead, Dance Gavin Dance, Chevelle, Sonic Youth, Signal The Escape, GunsLikeGirls, A Heatwell Ending, Her Words Kill, Misfits, Carcass, Morbid Angel, Lady Radiator, Hail The Sun, etc.

♫ vkei/kpop/other TXT, Red Velvet, YUKIKA, Shinee, Lamp, Girls' Generation, Plastic Tree, BUCK-TICK, BABYMETAL, Anna Tsuchiya, MEJIBRAY, LAREINE, Kaya, Momoko Kikuchi, Tomoko Aran, Taeko Onuki, Miki Matsubara, Takaka Mamiya, Siinamota, ATARASHII GAKKO!, Kaede, Tommy Febuary6, KAMIJO, NASTYONA, LAST ALLIANCE, Anri, Femme Fatale, Initial'L, the GazettE, deadman, Malice Mizer, SHAZNA, LOONA, etc.

movies
Perfect Blue, A Silent Voice, All About Lily Chou Chou, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Speak, Ponyo, Spirited Away, Howls Moving Castle, Paprika, The Wind Rises, Get Out, Into/Across The Spider-Verse, The Cat Returns, Kill Bill, Blue Spring, Oresama 2004, American Psycho, Donnie Darko, Fight Club, The Batman (2022), Just Mercy, Sinners (2025), Mononoke, Superman, Gotham by Gaslight, The Truman Show, Taxi Driver, GOTG trilogy, Wicked (2024), Jennifer's Body, etc
animanga + other
A Silent Voice, Yotsuba&!, Vagabond, Goodbye Eri, Veil, Chainsaw Man, Sonny Boy, JJK, JJBA, Serial Experiments Lain, Beck, Nana, NGE, A Girl on the Shore, Mob Psycho 100, Bleach, FLCL, The Disastrous Life of Saiki K, Umibe No Stranger, Soul Eater, Nichijou, Azumanga, Lucky Star, FLCL, Devil Man Crybaby (old), Berserk, 19 days, The Way of the Househusband, (most) Pokémon trilogy, Cowboy Bebop, Chiikawa, etc
comics
Catwoman (2002/1993/1989), Catwoman: Selina's Big Score, Catwoman Secret Files and Origins, Catwoman: Lonely City, Catwoman: When in Rome, Batgirl (2000), Batman: Year One, Batman: The Long Halloween, Absolute Batman, Batman (1940/2016), Batman: Arkham Asylum (1989), Batman: Bruce Wayne - Fugitive, Batman: Bruce Wayne - Murderer?, Batman: Dark Patterns, Batman: Dark Age, Batman: Dark Victory (1999), Batman: Ego, Batman: Gargoyle of Gotham, Batman: Night Cries, Batman: The Adventures Continue, Absolute Wonder Woman, Wolverine (1982/2003), Dead Man Logan, Winter Soldier: Winter Kills, NYX (2003), X-23 (2005), etc
shows
Adventure Time trilogy, Grey’s Anatomy, Law & Order, the midnight gospel, The Boondocks, Justice League (limited and unlimited), Batman: The New Animated Series/The New Batman Adventure, The Batman (2004), Teen Titans, Young Justice, Peacemaker, 6teen, Daria, Breaking Bad, Superman: The Animated Series, The Punisher (2017), interview With The Vampire, x-men (1992), Wolverine and the X-men, The Sopranos, Castlevania, etc
games
Final Fantasy XV/VII, Fortnite, Omori, Batman Arkham Knight/LEGO Batman/Arkham Origins, Ghost of Tsushima, Resident Evil Trilogy, Red Redemption trilogy, Street Fighter, Persona trilogy, Yakuza trilogy, Judgment/Lost Judgment, Mortal Kombat, Metal Gear Solid, The Walking Dead: The Telltale Series, Marvel Rivals, etc.

hobbies/likes
psychology, law, philosophy, listening to music, playing bass, going to the gym, reading comics/general books, writing, drawing, snow leopards, cats (wild and household), red pandas, animals in general, vampires, baking, manga, deep conversations, fashion, sweets/pastries, winter/fall, aquariums, goth literature

Not in any specific order

my goats milly, mikha, aliciana, jay, bucket, opie, su, venus, mich, ama, aaron, zee, n ciwodii/miku